Never you put your hand in blood because you want to make it in life

After My OND all my intention was to further academically but life was not fare. Tried to secure atleast a manageable job with the qualification but is of to no avail. Life has to do with who you know not what you have to offer. Mum was there always giving me hope that one day life will be fare. She said son one thing I don’t want u to do is to put ur hand in blood just because u want to make us proud. I won’t appreciate that. March 5th 2014 I left Jos to Abuja, spend 5years, back to Jos. Opened a business and it got crashed. Committing suicide was never close to me even when I loss millions. I then went back and started from the scratch. Then down to Lagos, to Oyo and now to Benin. Am still smiling cause I know that life has alot to offer. It may not be now. If u are expecting me to make u proud pls am not gonna rush because I want to get papers. At times not all of these money comes in clean way. You have to do things and things which u will end up regretting. B proud of wat u are doing but not olosho work